[these words are my own]

*Bruised Heart..

2006-05-03T14:16:00.000-07:00

Everyday that goes by, I seem to be falling apart more and more
Each step I take leads me closer to the door
I wish you could see the pain you cause me
How can you be so blind, how can you not see

You hurt me more than you have before
I hurt more and more and still more
It seems the days get long and cold
This same bruised heart grows old

My hands start to shake, my voice starts to crack
Your love, Your love, is something I lack
Please save me from my self
Sad memories are put on my shelf

You hurt me more than you have before
I hurt more and more and still more
It seems the days get long and cold
This same bruised heart grows old

All alone I head for the door
Will you miss me like you have before?
Why does it have to be like this, we can change
let me, let me, let me, find myself let me,let me, let me rearrange

You hurt me more than you have before
I hurt more and more and still more
It seems the days get long and cold
This same bruised heart grows old

I don't want to be broken anymore..

[this is a song I wrote the other day]

Confessions Of A Broken Heart..

2006-04-17T10:30:00.000-07:00

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
A family in crisis that only grows older

Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me is dying and
These are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

And I wear all your old clothes, your polo sweater
I dream of another you
The one who would never (never)
Leave me alone to pick up the pieces
A daddy to hold me, that's what I needed

So why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go!!

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me
Cause these are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

I love you,
I love you
I love you
I....!!!!!
I love you!!

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth...
Did you ever love me!!!?
Did you ever love me?
These are.....
The confessions...of a broken heart

Ohhh....yeah

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter...

I'm Sorry I Can't Be Perfect. "I know I'm Worthless In Your Eyes You Don't Have To Remind Me" -BLT

Happy Easter*

2006-04-16T05:17:00.000-07:00

Easter holiday, is a celebration of the resurrection of Christ!Jesus Christ, The Son of God, bled and died for us in a sacrifice.This Spring day's celebrated, generally in the month of April.All of the bright and pretty colors, of the Easter outfits with frills.Women and children will wear their Easter bonnets.In the Spring, you'll hear the various musical sonnets.April will bring many rain showers.That'll bring us various beautiful flowers.One special flower for this day is the Easter Lily.It's color is white, and yet snowy & milky.The birds will sing their songs of praise.As we begin to feel the warmth of the sun's rays.As we say "Goodbye" to the winter's gloom,The flowers and trees have already begun to bloom.All of life's beauty, The Lord created, for us all to share.Spring breezes begin to flow, sending fragrances through the air.The winter's thawing will let the rivers, lakes, and streams rise and flow.The beauty of the Earth will make us all feel aglow!Farmers and gardeners will start to hoe.And then they'll begin to sow.On Sundays, we'll hear the various church bells ring.Let's be grateful for the LORD, let's rejoice and sing.If it wasn't for the Lord, we wouldn't have anything!

"Our Father who art in Heaven hollowed be Thy name, Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done, or earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us for our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us and lead us not into temptation but deliever us from evil". AMEN.

"Hail Mary, full of grace the Lord is with Thee, blest are thou amoungst women and blessed is the fruit of Thy womb Jesus. Holy Mary mother of God pray for us sinners now and at the our of our death".AMEN

"Glory be to the Fater, to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit as it was in the beginning is now and ever shall be world without end".AMEN

[RIP LEO]

2006-04-15T15:18:00.000-07:00

Well Its been a month and I just made this blog now so I thought I could still pay my respects to the dear Leo McPhee. Rest In Peace. Miss You. =(
September 26 1989- March 21 2006. You are greatly missed. #1 saint! We know your safe and happy with God, for the rainbow told us so. Your in my prayers always. Danny,Rose,Danielle- I cannot express what pain you must be feeling, your in my thought and prayers - take care

Josh Groban-Remember

Remember, I will still be hereAs long as you hold me, in your memoryRemember, when your dreams have endedTime can be transcended Just remember meI am the one star that keeps burning, so brightly,It is the last light, to fade into the rising sunI'm with youWhenever you tell, my storyFor I am all I've doneRemember, I will still be hereAs long as you hold me, in your memoryRemember meI am the one voice in the cold wind, that whispersAnd if you listen, you'll hear me call across the skyAs long as I still can reach out, and touch youThen I will never dieRemember, I'll never leave youIf you will onlyRemember meRemember me...Remember, I will still be hereAs long as you hold meIn your memoryRemember, when your dreams have endedTime can be transcendedI live forever Remember meRemember meRemember... me...

Rest In Peace Leo. This is not goodbye-we will meet again.